How do you parent amidst a fertility battle? I feel like I'm failing. Failing so terribly.
The phone calls, the appointments, the research. (Also known as fighting with insurance, getting poked and probed, and endless googling.) Then it's the mental distractions, the stress. My fuse is shorter. I'm tired.
I feel like everyone is getting the worst version of me right now. Today is awful. It's just long, and dark, and painful, and sad. Tomorrow will be better. It has to be.